****ing hell! Im sick of the way you jump from one relationship to another. You need to grow the **** up. You go on and on about wanting someone to love and who loves you and needing an emotional connection more than a physical relationship but you dont give anyone a chance. Its been less than a month and already youve discared the latest boy saying you didnt love him "how the **** would you know, you barely know him at all" and already youre out with other guys, Im sick of it. I hate the way you treat them, you say your looking for love well guess what its not going to jump out and scream at you on the second date. You need to stop wallowing in self pitty about not being able to have a relationship and grow up enough to realise thats the problem is you. If you got to know them as a person, as a friend first rather than jumping straight to sex and fetish talk you might and I mean MIGHT just stand a chance with someone, but bloody oath they will have to someone ****ing speacil, extreemly patient to be able to teach you.
Im sorry, I know its harsh, but youll never find love if you cant look past the first few weeks.
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