rachel, i agree with what romp said in your other thread. he can't hurt you anymore, and maybe this is just part of the healing process. you are NOT weak and NOT defenceless anymore. your life has changed. you are free from him and your childhood and you now have your own family and own child to LOVE and look after.
take a break if you think it will help you. try to find more in life to live for. i am starting to sound slightly hypocritical, but still. you have your family, a town you know, people who love, around you. make the most of it, and maybe with patience and therapy and support this will stop affecting you so badly.
*hugs you and gives you a chocolate muffin*
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