I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!
he keeps attacking me.
Kelly and i were just sitting here watching a movie (i actually got out of bed today) and a flashback attacked me. and when i say attacked.....i really do mean attacked.
my body cant take much more. i feel brittle and so so weak. my whole body feels like a giant bruise. its hard to walk. it hurts to sit. lying down is the most comfortable...but i cant stay in bed forever!!!!
i feel so small and weak. so helpless. so defenseless. just like back then. im reliving my whole childhood....and it hurts bad.
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