firstly, well done for going 2 weeks without SH. you are right: it IS an achievement and you deserve to be proud of that. well done *hugs*
you haven't failed. it's all part of the process of stopping. keep trying your best to go longer and longer. you havent failed and you havent started from scratch - you still went 2 weeks and you can still be proud of that. it's hard to stop completely and nobody can expect you to do that - but you keep trying your best. nobody can ask more than that. and that trying will pay off.
if you think professional help is what you want and need thats maybe you could start by researching whats in your area like counsellors and support groups etc. sometimes ive wanted to be sectioned and locked away so i had an escape from everything, however i decided i couldnt leave my friends, and i needed them and music and everything too much. now im seeing a counsellor in a few days time.
im sorry to hear you're struggling. but just remember than nobody can take the fact that yeah you went 2 weeks between cutting. thats an amazing acheivement, keep working at it, and if you want to talk, just PM me.
Loves and hugs, X
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