[ohayla11289]

I hate it, i have the urge to cut right now.
But i don't really know why. Today wasn't a bad day or at least worse than normal.
I mean arghhh. I don't want to cut because i am supposed to be going shopping for dresses soon, and my friends don't know that i started cutting again. i don't know what to do because i really want to cut right now, but at the same time i don't want to. errr.