I'm sorry. I'm doing my best to check here every day. I just didn't know how to reply.
Are you willing to look into Alcoholics Anonymous or Narcotics Anonymous? Or some other organization that can help you? You need to find something to fill in the empty time ans space that not drinking/using leaves behind. Getting into brawls does not sound healthy and you don't sound like you like it either. Either of those organizations will not just help you not drink and use they will help you so you won't want to any more.
Let me know how I can help.
Oh yeah, cocaine was originally developed for some special reason that includes nasal or sinus surgery. That's probably why the nosebleeds.
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