ah hun, sounds like you having a hard time *hugs*
its hard for anyone to understand and your mum is probably very concerned for you but telling you you HAVE to stop isnt going to help cos its not that easy!
im really struggling with whether i wanna stop too so know how you feel, its a way of coping-perhaps not the best/ideal way but its not shameful. just look how many thousand people are on this site. there is just a huge stigma about it.
sending you loads of hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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