[purplestardust2]

Hi, over the last two weeks I`ve had to go to aand e to get stitched and have been drunk when it happenened, the last time I lost my phone which was in my mums name so I had to tell her I`d lost my phone. Today the taxi driver who bought me home has phoned my mum and told her that he picked me up from a and e, now she is calling me a lier and telling me that she can`t trust a word I say and I`ve got to stop SIing problem is at the moment I want to do it pretty much constantly and also that part of me doesn`t want to stop which is really shamefull. Also my dad`s dying of cancer and this is just making him worse I feel like the most **** evil person in the world.