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it's not enough
I slipped up and I thought it'd get better again after, because it's usually the way it is. A few months, a slip up and I'm back on track for another 6 months.
but not this time.
I'm feeling awful and my chest hurts, or maybe it's the ball in my stomach.
I've hung out with people, I've studied, I've read, watched tv, done all I could do on my distractions list and I still feel worse than worst.
i don't know why i'm posting this. I don't know why I'm doing anything.
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