This might sound really really silly but I have just figured out (on my own)
a really bad SI method.
Obv I'm not going to put it here but for a long time I've been trying to figure out how to do bigger cuts (e.g the ones that split open and need stitches)
Yes, I know this is stupid as hell, but I'm addicted to doing really bad cuts. And I've just realised how it's done.
I've been in the mental hospital for two months unable to cut, and now I'm out I've got free reign. And I'm scared. That I'll go too far really now that I've figured out how to do bad ones.
Plus I've got like, two months worth of bad stuff thats ready to blow at any minute.
I'm just scared that I'm going to do some bad bad SI. I'm scared I'm going to end up badly hurting myself, especially since I haven't done it in so long and I've got total freedom to do it whenever now
Damm. Stupid post, sorry.
