Hi hunny,
I'm so sorry things have been so difficult lately, *big cuddles for you*
I understand how you pretend that things are better than they are, I do this too (ALOT!!), but the only person who you are hurting in the long run by doing this, is yourself.
When I know that I'm going to do that, I write everything out in a letter to my GP explaining everything. That way you don't pretned that things are better and also your GP will know everything that is going on and will do their best to try and help you with that. I often get stuck for what to say, and I actually use alot of posts I make on RYL and also things I have said to close friends as sort of starting points and work from there.
I understand how nervous you are about seeing a psychiatrist, but as you aren't seeing your councelor anymore do you think that the added support (especially dring your exams) would help?
I hope things go well, whatever you decide hun, but please remember that your GP isn't there to judge you, they are there to help you through this tough time as best they can. Try and let them into what's going on hun.
*more cuddles*
take care of yourself, update on how it goes?
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