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Quit work
I handed in my notice at work at the end of last month, cos I have panic attacks the night before and the morning of work days (I work 2 days a week), my employers are great, the woman whose family I take care of has depression herself so is great about it.
But I've been getting panicky still, I'm trying a new anxiety med and waiting for that to kick in, and waiting for the mhs to come and see and assess me again. This morning I was in such a state I ended up locked in the bathroom, crying for an hour cos I couldn't face going to work and got myself in a state over it.
Kyle (my fiancee) came with me to the doctors and he gave me a sick note dated back to last week cos I didnt go to work last week either and has signed me off for a month (by which time my notice will be over anyway).
I dont feel good that I've deserted work, it's the sort of job where they are fcked without me, but I cant see that its good for me to be getting that upset every few days.
I dont really know why I'm posting this, I guess I just wanted to get it out. Thanks for reading.
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