[cutter4life]

I'm noticing that i need cayous in my life in order to function. so sometimes i feel like that i purposely got caught cutting, so i would end up in the hospital. Then when things were to calm i had to stir up some kind of trouble there. Just so i can have cayous. i hope my life isn't like that the older i get. any way i cut again today just for having to much cayous. there is never a good middle, or what therapist would say " a healthy middle". Yeah so that's it for me for now.