I'm so sorry that you're struggling so much right now, but it's good you've managed to make a post.
Is your psych not trying to do anything more to help you with the way you're feeling at the moment?
You say you're petrified of life, is it possible you felt yourself feeling a little better and that scarede you because getting 'better' means that you'll have to face life, whatever life is. What is it about life that terrifies you and how come you don't see one for yourself?
I guess i'm not being all that helpful but i just wanted to remind you of what a wonderful person you are and how much you mean to so many people., who will all be here to support you through difficult times.
Love and hugs,
Tabby x
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