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needing support
I really need some support right now.. i cant keep going anymore.. i cant sleep i cant eat i shake constantly.. i have thoughts of self harm and suicide constantly and nothing i am doing is helping.. ive tried talking to my friends which is great for a time but i come home and sit on my own and end up back at square one i just cant do this anymore.. i cant bear it.. i want it too end.. all of it!
i hurt and cant take it anymore.. i cant pressure my friends its not fair on them.. but i cant do this either.. i dont want to live like this anymore.. i want to go to sleep and never wake up.
im hurting so much i want it to go away!!!
i dont know what im hoping from posting here.. i just need some support.. some encouragement to keep fighting this.. because i want to give up.
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