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Thank you.......
...for your replies. Please dont get me wrong. I really appreciate them.
But, I know some of you have been where I am now, some of you still are....and Im sorry for that.
But I know that each one of you is aware of that feeling of being swamped, that feeling of no way out, that feeling that nothing else can help you, that no one can hear you, that feeling of despair, that feeling of its what you deserve................
When like that....no words...nothing.....nothing will make a difference to how you feel, to the actions you may be thinking of.
What then? What do you do when youre told talking wont help, that medication isnt helping.....what then?? What other help is there?? THERE ISNT ANY!!
Yes, I do feel all is lost, that its all hopeless, that this is my lot now. I just dont know how to cope with my Lot. Its becoming harder and harder each day not to do something.
Thats all.
I love you and appreciate your words
Maybe whilst I feel this way it would be better for me to keep a low profile and to stay away rather than being a difficult and triggering selfish bitch
much love and kisses xxxxxxxx
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