Hey Lexie, I understand that AA isn't for everyone. My dad used to go for a few years but discontinued and has managed to stay several years sober. At least you used to go, and know that if you want you can return, and also take from it what you will. There's also AA literature, and helplines as alternatives to meetings if you're feeling unsafe (alcohol-related).
Maybe instead of taking something, try healthy ways to concentrate? Are you getting 8 hours sleep at night, eating three meals a day, plenty of fruit and veg, a good breakfast in the mornings to start you for the day? Even something like coffee?
Please take care of yourself, take it a day at a time and try not to look too far ahead of yourself but just what you can deal with. Sorry this wasn't much use!
xo
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