So it happened.. and believe me i cant feel more selfish, worthless and stupid.. i just cant understand why this happened.. Im only proving how weak i am..
Im just way too tired of feeling numb.
and cutting doesnt feel like it used to ..
I fukinnn need somebody to wake me up from this effin nightmare!!
IM BEGGINGG FOR HELP!!
i need someonee!!
mY LIFEE IS FALLING APART
ITS CRASHING INFRONT MY EYES!!
AND IM JUST SITTING THERE WATCHING!