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AA Drop Out
Hey folks. In Jan. of '07, I started going to AA. I went for a year and decided to quit. I didn't like the way they made it sound like if you didn't go, you would definitely die.
I've been able to control my drinking since then. I'm completely able to have ONE drink and then stop.
I am sort of concerned about recent behavior. I have been doing horribly in school (which is not related to substance abuse) but I became so desperate to make myself concentrate, I got an Adderall from someone. I haven't taken it yet (I'm nervous), but I'm still not sure. I just don't want to fail my classes and I have such a hard time focusing.
Also, most of you probably know that 4-20 is quickly approaching. I 've been planning on getting stoned for that infamous holiday. Before I got sober last year, I used to smoke daily.
Am I falling back into bad behavior, or am I being a normal teenager after one bout of troubles? I'm not sure.
Suggestions? Insight?
-Lexie
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