*sends you lots of hugs*
It sounds like a really tough situation hun. I want and feel like I should tell you that you need to get checked out if your cuts need stitching but I can see where you are coming from. Do you think not going to see your bf would be detrimental to your mental health? If it would simply be disappointing then I think you need to put your health first and speak to someone. If you think it would have a more severe long term impact on you then maybe just use helplines/here to try and stop yourself and use the trip and required letter as motivation to help you stop? I'm sorry I have no really useful advice but my PM box is always open if you need to chat x
|