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Had enough
Ok, so I haven't cut for about 10 months ..HURRAY :)
Then last night, I decided to watch the last episode of The L Word, Season 2, not knowing Jenny (one of the characters) cuts at the end.
I totally freaked and burst into tears. I haven't felt such a strong desire to cut for so long.
I didn't cut ..And I'm proud of myself for that, but I came so close to it, and today has been really hard.
I know I can fight this, heck I've proven I can fight this!
But right now fighting feels like too much and I don't know if I can anymore.
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