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I-Feel-Infinite · 18-04-2008, 05:53 PM

thank you everyone SO MUCH for all your advice and support. THANK YOU you have been so helpful...
I do call my friend when I feel triggered but sometimes I feel like i am REALLY burdening her, especially when I can call her so many times a night, every night, even when i've just seen her at school...
she welcomes me to call her with open arms... but i always still feel a bit of a burden...
*sigh*

18-04-2008, 05:53 PM	#10
I-Feel-Infinite Jess ~♥ Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: Wiltshire, UK I am currently:	thank you everyone SO MUCH for all your advice and support. THANK YOU you have been so helpful... I do call my friend when I feel triggered but sometimes I feel like i am REALLY burdening her, especially when I can call her so many times a night, every night, even when i've just seen her at school... she welcomes me to call her with open arms... but i always still feel a bit of a burden... sigh
	As a little kid you believed in fairytales, that fantasy of what your life would be: white dress; prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You closed your eyes and had complete and utter faith. Eventually you grow up. One day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. But the thing is, it's hard to let go of that fairytale entirely because almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.