She does treat my sisters like this too. She randomly disowns us. She plays us off against each other. I think i'm coming to terms with the fact that i won't have a relationship with her. This time last year i loved her, and i put up with her treating me like this. Now i hate her and i can't bare to be around her. I'm moving soon and i plan to never tell her where i am and send her a letter telling her how she makes me feel.
It just hurts sometimes that she doesn't love me.
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