Please don't do this!
Yes you've had enough, and yes our fraustrated and over-whelmed, but killing yourself is NOT the answer! What is it that you are so tired of? I don't know what a CPN is, but I'm sure you could get another! There are so many people who would be so upset if you were gone. you may not think so, but it's true! Doing this is not going to change anything. You won't be able to fix what the problem is. Don't you want to push through. See another sunrise? Just wait a bit. Don't do anything to harm yourself yet. Try to talk to someone. Anyone. Maybe go to a hospital? I know for a fact that if you reconsider, you won't regret it.
Please, talk to someone. I'm here, if you want. Find someone you trust and feel safe with and go to them.
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