It is sad how the quality of ward one ends up in depends on the catchment area. I should move house just to get a better ward lol.
The HTT said I'm taking far too long to get better. They said I should be alright by now. I have stayed for a day on Seacole before, and it was horrible. I was restrained once in that day, and they managed it really badly. I tend to get restrained in hospital because I tend to let myself loose when I'm not at home.
I feel like I want to be drugged out for a few days and then wake up and everything's ok.
My brain is killing me.
I have this bad feeling that the HTT appointment will be fruitless.
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