thanks. im not sure if i can talk about it to my psychiatrist.
there are times that i don't like being depressed. but what happens all the time, is that i don't want to be happy. i mean people live to do things that make them happy, to be completed as humans, but i don't do anything about it. i don't want to be happy. im attracted to the self-destructive things. i believe they are good, even though i know that people think they are bad.
and thats why i believe its an abnormality.
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