RYL Forums - View Single Post

blondiebear · 07-04-2008, 02:51 AM

I understand. I was an outcast in most of society until I was 28 and got into aa. I'll always be an outcast with my parents and sister.

I'm 41. I look in a mirror and see the adult woman with grey hiding in the gold strands of hair. And feel like that lost little girl inside. That hates people because they won't love me.

I totally understand.

07-04-2008, 02:51 AM	#5
blondiebear Bringing back the lost art of Sewing Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: California Confusion I am currently:	I understand. I was an outcast in most of society until I was 28 and got into aa. I'll always be an outcast with my parents and sister. I'm 41. I look in a mirror and see the adult woman with grey hiding in the gold strands of hair. And feel like that lost little girl inside. That hates people because they won't love me. I totally understand.
	My husband is my best friend. In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.