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told hubby
told hubby the obvious
i have a problem.
bigger problem is
i dont care
i LOVE the way i look
He thinks i look ill...so do friends and ppl t his work, one even asked if i was sick.
i dont see it
i'll never see it
he said eventuslly he willleave.
so there it stands.
I dont remember much of what we said..took my damn pain meds so im hazy.
but i finally admitted it
big deal
He understands why which is good
but what we once had is going...i come in a room, he leaves...we sometimes have fun together, lke coffee together the other nite was fubn...but...
now what??
I only eat one meal a day, i HAVE ALWAYS only eaten one meal a day, i dotn exercise...so how do i magically put weight on?...weight i hate nd dont want...FAT.
stop skipping meals for starters...thats a start huh?
no point tpo this really
sorry to take up posting room
romp
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