hey romp,
im not sure what to say...yet again..grrrrr.
but just as jess said..you are SO WORTH it. you have been thru hell and still live to tell it. thats strength. real strength.
but just you having thoughts of amputation and such is really scary.
and with your history of extreme SI...i think you might need some long term IP or something. but i understand you not being able to afford a psych. i cant imagine your frustration.
and what i really think about is the underlying issues that make you have these thoughts and want to hurt yourself. i think if you could discover and overcome whatever underlying causes you have.....then you would be on a really good road to recovery.
those are just my thoughts sweetie.
i love you Romp and just want you to get better.
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