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YES
Yes i am the same way. i am married but hate fooling around with my husband. it brings on terrible flashbacks almost evrytime. i was abused from 3-24 by multiple people. i have twin boys so it makes it even harder because i am so scared they will get hurt but i know i cant over protec t them cause then they will hate me and sneak out and maybe get hurt later ion life. its been several months since i havbe fooled around at all and my husband totally doesnt understand why i freak when its him and not a perpatrator. so yes i totally get where you are coming from and yes i freak also.
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