I know you are scared Romp but you have made an amazingly strong and wonderful step getting help. You said you don't want your husband to do everything, but he is now, well, when you come out of the hospital just think what you will be able to do for him and your daughter. You and your family deserve your happiness. Stop thinking of the reasons why not and putting yourself down. I know it is hard but focus they way this could enrich and improve your life. Could you ask your husband to make the call?
I don't mean to sound lectury, I just don't know how to reassure you, and I wish I did. Truth is, I think there will always be doubts when someone makes a big decision but if there weren't and there were no risks involved, would it really be worth doing? xxxx
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