Thanks for the hugs. I am so anxious about everything that i feel like a have a 20 pound brick on my chest. And my stomach is all tied up in knots. I talked to my therapist and i can see her tomorrow morning if the roads are back open. I think they probably will be. I hope they are.
I do work in retail. It's a strange job. There are usually only 4 or 5 customers a day and i work by myself. So there is a lot of alone time. At first i thought i'd really like that, but it turns out that being by yourself for 6 hours a day isn't as fun as i thought it would be. It feels very confining and mind numbing. I basically sit in the back office and watch movies on my computer all day. There isn't an internet conection so i can't even get online. And the only windows are up front so i can't even look outside from the back. I am looking for another job, but this one pays pretty good and i'm having trouble finding a job that pays enough.
And Blondiebear, i live in Arkansas. Northwest Arkansas to be more specific. I doesn't usually flood here. We have trouble when it snows because of all the hills and mountains, but not usually rain. I can't remember it ever being this bad. Even the tornados usually skip over us. The weather here doesn't usually scare me, but i hadn't ever seen anything like today in person. The rain has stoped though so hopefully everything will be ok tomorrow.
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