Hey Sarah,
Sometimes when you have restricted for so long, your body is in desperate need of certain foods.
Do you see a psychologist or anyone? The Doctor sounds like a good idea. You don't deserve to be going through this alone. I know sometimes it seems like a good idea - but I think everyone knows in the long run it isn't.
Well done on your little Ticker, I always look when I see one of your posts. You must be very proud of yourself! (I would be.)
Take care. It will all come naturally soon, you just have to find the right balance. Sometimes food can be used to deal with emotions - ok, so I know people know that so I don't know why I wrote it!! - but it's true. Sometimes the emotions need to be looked at, because it is the emotions that are causing the problems and the food is just a comfort??
As for putting loads of weight on and being out of control. It's scary. However, you can be back in control, you can. Not that over control that takes over when you are suffering from Anorexia, but that control that means that you can eat what you want, when you want. Whether that be one chocolate or a whole box!! It's just a case of being happy with what you eat and happy with you. Comfortable with yourself. That takes time.
Sorry if this makes no sense. Not really able to put a sentence together att he moment and this is probably just gobeldygook!
xxxxxxx
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