Wow I can't believe how similar your situation is to what mine was about a year ago. My friend was a former cutter but stopped just before she had her baby. I went through very similar feelings that you are going through right now.
Its natural to feel like this, it sounds like alot of things have happened and have caused things to change between you. Just because circumstances may have changed it doesn't mean that her feelings of friendship, trust etc have changed.
My advice would be to talk to her tho, tell her your fears. I think you will be surprised that she doesn't feel that way about you at all but rather cares about you alot. Also just because she has stopped cutting doesn't mean that things have got magically better for her either. Try not to stress I think she will be more understanding than you think. Just enjoy your time with her it will be ok. Sorry this turned out so long. I'm here if you need to talk. Take care
Kat xxx
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