thankyou for replying. there isnt anyone i can talk to, i cant really talk to my parents, they dont even believe im eating properly ( i dont live with them, so they dont see ), and i cant talk to my boyfriend because my ed has put so much strain on our relationship, i dont want it to interfere anymore. i need to deal with this on my own i just dont know how to get through feeling this bad, i feel so triggered. im trying really hard to tell myself its okay, its easter, everyone does it but its so hard.
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