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I-Feel-Infinite · 29-03-2008, 10:20 PM

hey hey....
you can ALWAYS talk to me - PM me...

i understand what it must feel like for you right now... the whole not wanting to live and not wanting to die thing....
like you're trapped between the two...

but my dear, you have SO much to live for. the reason you're having doubts about wanting to die shows that even you (maybe subconsciously) know yourself that your life is worth living..

i've felt near the end many times... i have attempted many times too....
but each time, after i've cleared my mind up.... i carry on living - because i know that i'm worth it - even if i cannot find a reason now - i WILL find a reason to in the future...

and about the being angry thing - been there too! it's natural to feel angry. maybe you've seen too much of the same people over and over again?! i suggest taking a break - i often feel like i need a break from my friends! calm self for a bit.
often you may not know why you feel like this - but have you tried writing things down? sometimes that may release something you didn't know was hidden deep down!

i really hoped i somewhat helped... and i'll always be here to talk.
stay safe

xxxxx

29-03-2008, 10:20 PM	#2
I-Feel-Infinite Jess ~♥ Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: Wiltshire, UK I am currently:	hey hey.... you can ALWAYS talk to me - PM me... i understand what it must feel like for you right now... the whole not wanting to live and not wanting to die thing.... like you're trapped between the two... but my dear, you have SO much to live for. the reason you're having doubts about wanting to die shows that even you (maybe subconsciously) know yourself that your life is worth living.. i've felt near the end many times... i have attempted many times too.... but each time, after i've cleared my mind up.... i carry on living - because i know that i'm worth it - even if i cannot find a reason now - i WILL find a reason to in the future... and about the being angry thing - been there too! it's natural to feel angry. maybe you've seen too much of the same people over and over again?! i suggest taking a break - i often feel like i need a break from my friends! calm self for a bit. often you may not know why you feel like this - but have you tried writing things down? sometimes that may release something you didn't know was hidden deep down! i really hoped i somewhat helped... and i'll always be here to talk. stay safe xxxxx
	As a little kid you believed in fairytales, that fantasy of what your life would be: white dress; prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You closed your eyes and had complete and utter faith. Eventually you grow up. One day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. But the thing is, it's hard to let go of that fairytale entirely because almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.