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he was there
this morning. on my way to work. he was there. he sat next to me. he was touching me the whole trip. i could feel his leg against mine. i felt sick. i feel sick. the places he touch. places that hurt for days after, winced at his presence. my stomach, knotted and threatened to convulse. my throat, tightened. panic wrapped itself around my heart.
he was right there. and i couldnt get away.
im still shaking. my head hurts. i need some painkillers.
today was going to be a good day.
now, i just want to bathe. soak myself in water that threatens to cook my skin. scrub myself where he was pressed against me until the tainted skin is removed.
today isnt good anymore.
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