YOU go Rachel! :)
Rowie how in gods name do you expect a couple of weeks in hospital to heal a lifetime of hurt? How do you expect that after ALL this time taking you meds for FOUR weeks is gonna miraculously make it all go away?
Ive taken my meds properly for months and months and it still takes a long time. Ive been on lots too.
The hospital HAS saved you. Its saved you from possibly killing yourself. But its also shown you some reality. Do you remember talking to me on MSN about 6 months ago. I told you then that even if you took your meds properly and you got counselling and all the help that it would still take many months for you to heal? Well my dear, as ANYONE here and they will tell you it takes time. ALOT of time at that.
Rowie our medication histories are quite similar. I was put on MirtazPINE AFTER eFFEXOR TOO.(oops caps sorry). Things got a little better and then went worse. Finally i was put on Lofepramine. Its one of the oldest Ad's. Its finally started to bring me out of this ****.
OOOOH boy its hard Rowie. heh its really tough coming out of it and its scary as hell. But if i can do it then so can you!
I got NOTHING to live for. You have a family!
This is NOT then end. THIS IS THE BEGINNING!
Do you think we are all lying to you? do you think we are just saying this to placate you and shut you up? Or do you think its from the heart because we have been there and we believe it?
Things WILL get better. Im telling you thought that its going to take a long time to get to the stage where you can say i Feel good! Longer than you think! But you WILL get there.
Matthew xxx
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