Hi there, first off, you do not sound pathetic or attention seeking in the least, u sound like u actually are having a really hard time atm. I think it is definately worth going and seeing ure gp for some help and advice. Im sure ure dr isnt going to judge u in any way for trying to get support and improve ure quality of life.
I do understand wen u say about 'glamourising depression' etc, but i think if tht is what u were doing then those thoughts wouldnt even enter ure mind because ud think it was 'normal' so to speak.
You do deserve help with this and i very much doubt after wat uve said ure dr is gona say theres nothing wrong.
Stay strong, and remember, u have every right to express how ure feeling.
love and hugs
Dani
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