I also have the issue with singing in church, partly because i feel like im being a hypocrite and partly because i have bad social anxiety anyway. it has come to the point where i just don't and stand in silence through the songs which probably isn't the best thing to do but i can't bring myself to do anything else.
its the same with communion. i can't accept that God has forgiven me and i don't want to take it until i can accept God fully into my life. Again i haven't taken it in months and have avoided it at all the opputunities. I know that is wrong but i just can't take it, i can't bring myself to.
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