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I went to my docs about 2 months ago.He put me on Ad's and told me i would start Cognitive Behaviour therapy in a few weeks(coz of my s/h). He then told me to come back if i had any problems.
After 2 weeks of insomnia and drowsiness(yeah really wierd yet horrible) i went back to see him. He told me it was just side effects and to come back later.
In this time a friend at work who has been fed up for a while went to see his dr in a different area. He was booked off for 3 weeks with depression. I feel sorry for him but at the same time i dont find it fair that i get fobbed off and he gets taken out of work and has constant monitering.
Anyways. Yeah so ive been on these meds a month now. And the past few weeks I've been having strange dreams where in them im hallucinating and going crazy. I wake up and have panic attacks.I dont know whether these are the pills or not or whether its my brain just trying to work out my stress.
I guess the horrible thing i want to know is if i tell this my dr will i just get fobbed off again,because pills and waiting for the nhs to hurry up arnt working.If anything im probably worse.