hey
i don't really know what to say *i'm kind of crap at giving advice* try not to give in to the urge to hurt yourself, 2 years is a long time and you should be proud if yourself for acheiving that!
I can relate tot what you say about your dad, mine was the same. I don't think he hates you, he's just probably in that first thing if a new realtionship where you tend to forget about everyone else! If it's really getting to you could you ask him to make some time for just the 2 of you to go do something?
It seems like you're worrying a lot of your bf, do you think that's what started you off feeling this way? I'm sorry things are hard for you right now, just want you to know that you're not alone, and you dont have to apologise for posting cos we're happy to help anyway we can.
hope you're ok hun *hugs*
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