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insanity
i am actually losing my mind, i just feel so bad and i have no idea how to stop it. a huge part of me wants just to give up and die (the voices do too) but a smaller part of me knows how much that would hurt everyone else around me. im not sure i have the strength left to fight it. i dont know how to get help because the voices are in controll most of the time they dont let me seek out help. its almost like its me against them and its them that has the power i resist it the best i can but its getting tiring so maybe the best thing is to just let go and hope for numbness? at least that way i wont care when they get their own way. if any of you could give me some advice about what the best thing to do would be i would appreciate it alot.
thanks
hellz xxx
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