You're not alone with them thoughts.
Ive never purposely drank my blood, but if ive s/h'ed and not had anything to clean the blood up with ill just lick it. or ill bite a piece of skin, only coz i have short nails so its easier.
as for the fantasies, ive talked about doing similar things with my last b/f. He had s/h'ed a few times so could understand it(we didnt know this about each other when we met).
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