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xthexasylumxchildx · 17-03-2008, 02:47 AM

i cut. and i feel terrible!

it all started because my parents had a humongous fight over nothing.. and I was really mad at them. So then on the next day they left really really early in the moring without me. They didn't even tell me where they were going... After that I completely LOST IT! i kept throwing things all over the place. and i swear it didn't seem like i'd stop! i scared myself because I actually threw myself down the stairs! I was just totally out of control.. i even went to the kitchen and got [removed tool]. lucky i didn't have the guts to do it. Something in the back of my head clicked and all my strength left... so instead I took a few pills to keep me from loosing control.

however today I cut myself with [removed tool] it felt so good... except my friend saw my new cuts and she shook her head....

I JUST FEEL REALLY TERRIBLE
has anyone lost this much control???!!

17-03-2008, 02:47 AM	#1
xthexasylumxchildx lost the war against myself Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: home, U.S. I am currently:	i cut.. i cut. and i feel terrible! it all started because my parents had a humongous fight over nothing.. and I was really mad at them. So then on the next day they left really really early in the moring without me. They didn't even tell me where they were going... After that I completely LOST IT! i kept throwing things all over the place. and i swear it didn't seem like i'd stop! i scared myself because I actually threw myself down the stairs! I was just totally out of control.. i even went to the kitchen and got [removed tool]. lucky i didn't have the guts to do it. Something in the back of my head clicked and all my strength left... so instead I took a few pills to keep me from loosing control. however today I cut myself with [removed tool] it felt so good... except my friend saw my new cuts and she shook her head.... I JUST FEEL REALLY TERRIBLE has anyone lost this much control???!! Last edited by craola : 17-03-2008 at 12:28 PM. Reason: Removed specific tools.
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