I am still waiting for confirmation but been told they think I have BPD. But yeah, I do that and it is something I don't really feel able to explain to people either. I, damn this is even embarassing over the net lol, I walk a certain way back to my uni accommodation to check one of the nurses that helps me is working, and I look them up, like on facebook etc. I guess for me it is a combination of being afraid they will abandon me and also needing to know that they are who they say they are sort of thing.
But yeah, I do it too and also feel really uncomfortable about doing it.
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