Hi,
I'm new to veterans but feel right at home, at 27 I think this is the right place to be.
Right now I'm pretty low, had stopped SI'ing for 3 years, thought I would be ok, never come back to it again.
How wrong I was. I'm now doing it worse than before. Not just 1 or 2 cuts at a time, several and deeper than before.
Why??? I don't know, I wish I did. I feel so numb, I think I should feel so much pain inside me but I don't. So I have to feel it physically to know it is real.
I know why I feel pain, well some of the reasons. I just don't know how to cope with them any differently.
Squiggles