I think Im ready to jump now. Like, my time has come almost.
The signs feels like as if they are here now.
My CPN is off Leave from work, An my Support-worker is off up in London today on some training Course.
I can't cope, an yet Im struggling to get through the days anymore.
Can't do this. Can't do any of it anymore.. as it is I struggles to open up to strangers.. it aint easy, it takes time for me.
An right now I really dont have time
Really dont feels safe.
Im so scared of jumping, but I know its something I must do.
Because this is my time - it must be, the day!
No-one's around, my day isn't going well, Ive ran outta money, I have no letric.
I have nothing, Not even Gary!.. An not even my father!
Arrrrh x
|