*squishes Megan*
Susan and Rowie are right, SI urges can come on if we are happy or sad or whatever because our brains are almost addicted to it
you have come REALLY REALLY far though if you were able to stop and say "hey, that's a crazy thought that doesn't make sense at all!"
that's a wicked good sign
you are doing so well sweetie, making new friends and being social and making it 6 weeks free
one slip-up doesnt ruin that at all because nobody can make the decision to recover and just quit cold turkey. if they could psychologists would be going out of business!
keep fighting and maybe talk to your doc about it?
xxxooo
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