I have two hamsters Sassy (1) and Sonic (6 months). I found out a few days ago that Sonic has Wet Tail. A fatal disease that kills hamsters. The shock of the while situation didn't hit until yesterday and this morning when I thought he was dead because he wasn't moving. I am cutting more during the day now because I can't handle grief or death. Especially the death of a pet. I have only had him for two weeks and he is sick. I feel like I am a failure to my poor pet. That if I would have done something different he wouldn't be sick. I have tried listening to music, crying and writing but nothing is working except cutting my arms. I want my hamster to live, I don't want him to go but it is the sad reality people have told me, he won't make it. I want to have someone to grieve with me but it seems like everyone else in the house doesn't care about Sonic or the fact that I am in pain. Just remembering him running on his wheel all night or having fun with me in his little rolley ball
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